corey

Corey in all his bearded glory

Wellll

I dont really have anything interesting to say, Ill I've been doing lately is going to chill with my Corey and keep him company while his throat heals. (He had his tonsils out.) We've been playing video games, watching movies, and eating ice cream.

I thought I'd share these amusing comics with you though. From the site www.explosim.net



And this is to those who made comments about Coreys beard.



He really should shave though <3

FINE PROM GOSH

So yeah there is some pictures of prom that I got from some of my friends, since I havnt found the camera I took my own pictures with. Corey kept making zoolander faces in the pctures. I dont really care though, prom is kinda lame. The place they rented for us was way too small. Really bad music. It was dissapointing. But we tried to have a good time and make the best of it. Above theres a picture of me and my friends...dancing? I look more like Im yelling out for someone to save me.

That dosnt go there

So today I got a tube shoved up my peehole.
Hmm lets back track a wee bit.
I get frequent bladder infections and have been seeing a uriologist about it for a while now. It was desided that they needed to have a good look to make sure that everything was anatomically correct down there. So thus today I had to get a rod with a camera on it up my urethra to check it out.
My mom couldnt take me because we were having guys come look at the house about cable (she felt really bad about not going.) So Corey was a sweetheart and drove me there.
They injected some numbing gell in with a stringe for the pain. They that it'd hurt going in but then it wouldnt hurt after that. Well it hurt all the way through. And that numbing gell didnt do shit. I was screaming, Corey said it looked like I was in labor. It hurt like crazy after words too. A decent amount of blood. Peeing hurt/s something awful. I was in so much pain I got all nausious and threw up while the doctor was talking to me.

Luckily everything is ok with me anatomically. Except the random jolts of pain and horrible flashbacks.

Back In Action

I havnt posted a blog in FOREVER! I've just been soo busy! Then end of the school year was extremely hetic for me. In addition to all the typical senior stuff, I had a trip to NYC right after school ended AND a new house to move into. All very stressful.

The trip to NYC was very enjoyable, although I was happy to go home when we did. I HATED the subways with a PASSION. They were stuffy, crowded, and smelt often of piss. I was stupid enough to not bring good walking shoes which made life more difficult as well. Luckily my parents have money and love towards my feet and bought me some shoes.

Heres a quick overview of my NYC Trip
-Events: Large amount of shopping, Young Frankenstein the musical, Gypsy (musical), a Comedy Club (Jim Gaffigon showed up!), and a Modern Dance thing
-Items Bought: 2 dresses, 1 barret, 1 t-shirt, 1 purse, Bottle of Perfume, Shoes, Necklace for sister, Collogne for Corey, Pink Floyd record for Corey, A ton of different vinyl toys from Kidrobot and such stores.

Good loot no?

Moving was miserable of course, but its better now that we're more settled in. Ive been having a difficult time sleeping since we moved. Im going to paint my room soon. We STILL dont have internet (Im on my dads computer) or TV. Its killing me a wee bit. Ive been doing a large amount of video game playing and book reading to keep myself entertained.

Thats all for now. I'd like to start keeping up on this once Im actually able to (CURSE YOU LACK OF INTERNET!!) :(

Midnight Calls

I know I still havnt posted about Prom stuff, I promise I will, I just need to get all the pictures from it together. Paitence. Anyway on to what this blog is about.

Last night at about 12:30 I got an unexpected call on my cell phone. It was my ex Jared (the one I dated for a long time.) From the gibberish he was saying apparently he'd taken shrooms and was freaking out. I was pretty pissed, I've told Im countless times to leave me along and now this? Then he was saying how he needs me there and how he needs someone to get him. I told him to call someone else for help and hung up.

I told my parents what was going on and my dad told me if he called again to give the phone to him. Well of course he called again. I talked to him for a bit and he appeared in the same condition. What I got out of him was that he was with one other guy who was also on shrooms and they were in the hills somewhere. (Morons) I told him Im giving the phone to my dad.
His reaction: Wait no!
Him: well maybe thats a good idea..
My dad told him he'd get him if he really needed it, but they freaked out and hung up on him.


The whole thing was really upsetting, its amazing how much people can change. Its really unfair of him to do this to me. I shouldnt have to worry about weither two kids are going to die in the hills or not. I dont need or want him in my life and he keeps pushing himself back in. Hes not someone I want to be involved with in anyway what so ever. Im going to call his parents and tell him that if their son keeps bothering me Im going to get a restraining order. Im done with this crap.

Poem-Dandelion

This is a poem I wrote a bit before Corey and I started dating. So around September. It was around the time when I was dating guys and having trouble finding the right person.. who we now know Ive found. : ] I actually like how this poem came out.





Dandelion

Im sorry for being the weed in your garden
with my leeching roots
pretend Im a flower
for just a moment

pluck at my limbs
chanting to the petals
have you desided
what is our fate

my naked stalk quivering
exposed at your expense
while the children make wishes
scattering the seeds

youll blow me away too
prehaps Ill regrow
to be picked once more
by someone new




A picture I drew on photoshop to match poem. (done rather quickly)